when something new just clicks

Met the Skinner family while in San Francisco at Chrissy Field. Fell in love, head over heels, for all of them. Like, really. Like, really really.

I have met many children in my life, and I can tell you – this little lady here? She is probably going to be in charge of the whole entire world someday. Her spirit just overflowed – sparkled! Even at the tender age of two, you just wanted to be around her. She had me from hello. Not to leave the boys in the dust – they were wonderful – and sweet – and kind – and gentle hearted – and funny. But she absolutely captivated me. I could photograph her every single day. I wish I could!

This next shot is the something new that happened to me. As I was photographing her on the picnic table, I saw something new  – something I haven’t paid attention to before. I saw the photo before I pressed the shutter, before it went into focus. And I gasped. My heart swelled. My throat closed up, tears were imminent. That happens sometimes, and it happened over and over with them. I felt like I saw what was in between us – what was really her. This out of focus, dreamy, water-color like photo energized me and excited me. I wanted to do it again. I wanted to play with this new idea right away.

And so, when I saw my next chance, I took it. And my heart sang once again. They looked painted into the scene! They looked magic. I am still not sure what it is about these ethereal out of focus photos that gets me right in the gut – but it is for the simple fact that they do – that I am taking notice. I have stumbled on something new that just clicked, and I am so grateful for it.

And then the sun set in a beautiful demonstration of pinks and purples, and it was time to say goodbye.

xo

Tara

P.S. Isn’t Mom just absolutely radiant in every photo? Pure love.

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  1. I LOVE the chances you took with those new photos you fell in love with. HOORAY for new discoveries. There’s just something about this field that keeps you going, keeps you discovering new things, keeps the ARTIST in you alive. right? The 90-10 rule… 90% tried and true, and 10% new stuff to try out. And even if the client isn’t captivated in the same way that you are, you are still being true to yourself and your art and vision with those new images you turn out. (but I think they’re beautiful, too…)

  2. I can’t decide if the picture of little girlie walking towards her family or the last one is my fave. The last one with the purple sky and wonderful composition made me gasp outloud! Fantastic!

  3. oh tara. that photo of mom and daughter made my eyes well up and vanished all the stress of having a baby making me want to have another, so i could have a little girl. maybe. and I LOVE the last photo. as always, amazing work. xxoo

  4. You are brilliant, Tara…your heart & all. I especially knew it for real when meeting you in Seattle (at the sec. wkshp). I can feel them as well…& look at how sweet her little outfit is…& right, mom just glows…super sweet love the guys have for them too.
    You know how to capture “genuine” spot on.

  5. so many of these photos just melted me with “awww”, was it the amazing family or just your amazing skills? I don’t know but that last picture took me over the edge!

  6. Do you suppose it’s because our lives can so easily get out of focus….and when it does we do not take the time to appreciate the view from there? Whatever the reason, I agree…out of focus is awesome.

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