I am an architect
Of days that haven’t happened yet
I can’t believe a month is all it’s been
You know my paper heart
The one I fill with pencil marks
I think I might have gone and inked you in
Little by little
Inch by inch
We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it
It ain’t much
But it’s a start
You got me swaying right along
To the song in your heart
And a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home
It’s so good you didn’t see
The nervous wreck I used to be
I never thought a man could feel so small
You never look at me
Like I’m a liability
I bet you never think I’ve been at all
-Face to Call Home, John Mayer
Close your eyes and clone yourself
Build your heart an army
To defend your innocence
While you do everything wrong
Don’t be scared to walk alone
Don’t be scared to like it
There’s no time that you must be home
So sleep where darkness falls
Alive in the age of worry
Smile in the age of worry
Go wild in the age of worry
And say worry, why should I care?
No your fight is not with them
Yours is with your time here
Dream your dreams but don’t pretend
Make friends with what you are
Give your heart then change your mind
You’re allowed to do it
Cause God knows it’s been done to you
And somehow you got through it
-Age of Worry, John Mayer
Admittedly, John Mayer is kind of a kook. I can’t quite put my finger on whether I think it’s all an act. However…
I listened to Room For Squares on repeat. At the time, I had three tiny children, lived in Valencia, owned a double stroller, was just starting on my path towards photography, and lived at the play area in the mall. I know every word to every song on that album. The CD didn’t leave my car stereo for a long time. It reminds me of that hazy part of my life so much…literally takes me right back. (Your body is a wonderland was where I drew the line, however.) When Continuum came out, I just felt like, nope. I was kind of over John Mayer.
When his newest release Born and Raised came out last week, I wasn’t at all excited about it. But I took a listen and I was grabbed all over again. It is always so cool when a musician is going through something similar to me. There are so many lyrics in this album that make me say, YES! YES TO THAT. Super convenient to find something to listen to that makes you think or connect. Music gets me through the day, every day – so when an album or song comes out that I can relate to, I hold on. It helps me through.
This is one of those albums.