stream of consciousness

good day
woke up, didnt want to
made coffee
that helped
i dont drink coffee very often
so when i do
it really works

went to the beach this morning
i am itching to move closer
even though i know it wont happen
and we are in a good place
and we cant afford a big enough place within walking distance
but that is my total total dream

last photo session of the year
baby planner (second session)
love the family
sweet little six month old at the beach
it was a motivating session
inspiring and fun

put my hair in messy buns
i felt so cute-havent felt cute in awhile
had a ton of energy today
lots of smiles and laughs between me and the kids
took the boys surprise gatorades after school during kids factory
(after school supervised playtime)

put anna in her new skinny jeans
marveled at how adorable her little buns and skinny legs looked in them

walked around my house with a blind eye to the disaster
knowing all things come in time
and i just need to finish up a few more sessions and get a few more orders out the door before im on vacation
the target bags still unpacked on the kitchen table
and a bag of tortilla chips anna dropped on the floor and then mckenna spilled and then the boys stepped on

listened to my new 60gb ipod classic that was handed down to me by my uncle
so friggin happy to have ALL of my music on that thing
and still have 40gb left
we listened to freebird like seventy five times today
no, not really
because that would mean we listened to music for like 750 minutes
but it was something like that

we went out to dinner
and mckenna did pretty well
as long as she got her noodles first
which i made sure she did
and the waiter even brought her another dr. pepper
because she thought the one she got was cherry coke
but it was really dr. pepper
so she got two

and i asked drew, “does it matter to you that i dont have any more photo shoots this year?”
and he said “yes. if you get off the computer maybe you will take us to the beach.”
and he knew he was being cheeky
and he laughed

see? messy buns
so like i said
it was a really nice day
hope yours was too.