(These are some of my last film images ever taken. It MAY have been on my last roll.)
I haven’t processed my personal work from NYC in November.
I haven’t looked at anything from Christmas.
It is happening more and more often.
I don’t want to be in front of a computer.
I am here to work, and then I go. I like it that way, but I have just begun missing my own family in front of my camera.
Over the last six months, my phone has been my main source of picture taking in my family, simply because IT IS SIMPLE and always with me. The phone is small, I have it on my person all the time. I don’t have a camera on me all the time. It is unobtrusive, easy to grab candid moments without anyone paying attention. Not so with my DSLR.
Most of the time, I am okay with sticking with my phone, but there are times when I miss shooting manually with a really rad lens.
What I want:
Something easy, manual, transportable, and done once I click the shutter.
Which is making me think: maybe shooting my family with film is what’s up.
Once upon a time I learned on a Canon Rebel. Just as the digital photography thing was getting going, I was learning how to manually expose and process film in a lab. I remember being in my local camera store, and the guy behind the counter telling a customer, “Digital cameras will NEVER be able to match the superior quality of film.” To give you an idea of where I came from. I was uninterested and happy to shoot my Kodak c41 and my Portra 400. The moment I finished a roll, I would race to one hour photo. I couldn’t stand the waiting.
Then, Jeff, the ever present gadget guy, bought me a digital camera. It gave me the instant gratification I was so impatient about with film. And I never looked back. I haven’t loaded a roll of film since 2003. (WHAT?)
I think I might get out the ol’ Rebel and see what that girl still has in her.
I wonder if it will be an answer to my dilemma.
Thoughts?