this weekend as we left my house and drove into santa ana and orange….we passed by this horrible accident. it involved a minivan-and the back was entirely crunched into the front. all of us were thinking “we hope to god there werent any children in the back of that van.” traffic was literally stopped for MILES back to the 55 from oso parkway.

i just got some more information today about what happened. turns out, the family lives about five minutes from me. all three of their children were in the backseat. and all three were killed in the accident. they were 3,4, and 5. i feel so sick. i am in shock. at my freeway exit. it could have been me. it could have been mine. any day.

the traffic backs up to a stop in the slow lane because the street is so busy at certain times of the day. they were hit by a semi going 55-65 MPH. all i can think is HOW MANY times ive sat there stopped, waiting for my turn and it could have been me.

it just hits so close to home.

the families pastor has set up a website with more information. if you want to help this family in any way, please go here:

http://www.lifetomotion.com/login/coble/index.html

for more information on the crash:

http://www.ocregister.com/ocregister/homepage/abox/article_1681224.php

be grateful for your life today.

one big sigh

life.
transitions.
motherhood.
friends.
work.
health.

on my mind.

some things i have been dealing with are catching up to me. april was a rough month for me health-wise and im still not back to myself. im behind with work. late for deadlines. spring is quickly turning into summer-it was 85 this weekend, after being a cool 70 for weeks. and that means kids home all day and less time for myself. i dont do so well with less time for myself.

i got to spend some time with some of my favorite people this weekend. the fam got the boot to grandmas house. we shopped and ate and in general layed about my house for three days. it was wonderful and relaxing and we laughed our asses off every five minutes. good therapy. not always easy to say goodbye. i feel an empty vacuum when they leave. im not sure how to fill it up this time.

those are my not quite so uplifting thoughts this monday morning. but here are some fun photos to share.

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im a brunette again.
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