healing

For those of you that follow my twitter feed, you know that we were in the hospital last week with this girlie.

Five years ago, on Feb 9, she was burned terribly (3rd degree burns) on over 20% of her body. She was in the ICU for two weeks in an induced coma. They put her in that coma because the pain was too great to stand awake. When they put her in that coma, they told us that there was a chance she wouldn’t wake up. For two weeks we weren’t sure she would live through, and in spite of, her injuries.

But she did.

Two long months spent in the hospital, through countless surgeries, and she lived.

Our lives were changed forever the day her t-shirt caught fire. We live with those changes everyday, and we will for the rest of our lives.

Six years later, and her suffering still isn’t complete…she had to go in for an armpit reconstruction last Tuesday. The scar tissue in her armpit has contracted to the point that she can not lift her arm to even a 45 degree angle. It had to be released and reworked. We were in the hospital through the end of the week and spent most of this weekend sleeping it off. Thankfully, her skin “took” to its new location and she is already able to move her armpit more.

Today she woke up, found me, and proclaimed, “Mom! I happy! I better!”

So we are on the road back to normal.

xo

Tara

edited: I did my math wrong in the original post. Her accident was Feb 9 2005, which makes it five years ago, not six.

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  1. Hello fellow hospital go-er. I just wanted to let you know your family is in my thoughts and prayers as you ALL recover from the accident 6 yeas ago and the daily tribulations as well. We also spent the weekend in the hospital. Our son in Stanford ICU for a significant decrease in pulmonary function due to Cystic Fibrosis. Looks like today will be significant for us as he is placed on the double lung transplant list. I look forward to our Joshie saying something similar as your girle did: “Mom, I happy, I breathe, I better”.

    :)

  2. what an amazing child you have tara. you are an amazing woman. jeff is an amazing man. i am always inspired by you. that sounds like such crap, but i really am. i sometimes forget to look at the big picture. thank you for reminding me.

  3. so good to hear you are home and things are getting better. i sat here with giant tears rolling down my face…although on a much smaller scale, we too have a burn experience that haunts us, involving our 2nd son when he was 2 yrs old. I was cooking macaroni and he was standing beside me…I turned for what seemed 2 seconds, but it was long enough for the pot of boiling water to cover his little body. As he lay on the floor screaming, I ripped his shirt off, which completely ripped all his skin from his stomach along with it. My story is similar to yours -screaming, shaking, 911, ambulance, etc. Our healing was quick though…you have had such a hard and long road. Again, you are such a wonderful Mama. I love you generous and loving heart. Thank you for always being so willing to share it.

  4. I can only imagine how awful that must have been! It hits close to home though-my mom was about 3 when she climbed up to the stove to stir the pot and her pajamas caught on fire. At almost 48, the scars have faded and the pain is gone but it changed her family forever. Just last Thanksgiving, a 3yo child we know fell into a fire and spent a couple weeks in the hospital. He is healing well but I’m sure he will be having similar surgeries over the years. I’m so glad to hear your daughter is recovering and healing and that you are all able to hug her and have her in your life!

  5. Oh sweet baby girl I´m so happy you feel happy and better. I know how it is to have a girly in hospital for surgery. DD had just had her 9th surgery this weekend. I so feel with your Tara. And hope your little girl will be home soon feeling so much better. Big hugs from the other side of the ocean.

    xx

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