Form submitted successfully, thank you.

Error submitting form, please try again.

Category Archives: Find Yourself

fun girls and fun iPhone pics

this weekend was an impromptu reunion of sorts with some of our thailand girls. we were only missing four (three who reside across the pond, and one who was on a work trip), and we gained one.

kimberly came out for the weekend with her boys. it was so amazing to finally be able to meet her and spend time with her and introduce her to many of the women she would have met had she been able to come with us. some of you may remember, her husband passed away shockingly just two weeks before we were meant to leave for thailand.

her boys stayed home with my crew and jeff, who won dad of the year by taking all six kids to the movies AND chuck e cheese AND PUTTING THEM TO BED before we got back.

and we went out and did girlie things. pedicures, lunch, shopping, beach, thai for dinner (of course!)

kimberly, doña, kari, me, michelle, maren, april, em, tami

i know this has been done a thousand times, but it doesnt make it any less fun when you do it for the first time while waiting for shopping to wrap up…

weekend wrapped with a girl power shoot at a trailer park, amongst a few other locales. and the beginning of a bad cold that im still working on ignoring.

find yourself, thailand • the sessions

i need to express somehow the feelings that overwhelmed me as i worked on the photos from our thailand trip. i think i needed some space from it in order to look back and see what we did objectively. it was magic. pure and simple. magic. these women made it what it was. emily and i were just there, giving them ideas of what to do or where to go. THEY brought so much magic to the trip. by trusting us, giving themselves purely to us, being bright and happy and open. by taking in what they learned about us or each other. and holding it close. and now, as we remain friends, they continue to bring magic to my life.

looking through the shots i took while we were staying in krabi was just SUCH a refresher for my heart. ive been bogged down, too busy, grumpy, and stressed since summer it seems. i am stumbling right now, trying to make my life what i want it to be, trying to balance the work i have such passion for, with the family i have such passion for, and the man i have such passion for. these women may tell me that i have given them such a gift, but what they dont understand is that it was them who have given to me. being able to look into their eyes, i was able to see how they saw me, and also how i made them feel about themselves reflected back at me. in the moment, it was powerful. emotional. working on them brought it all back to me. and i didnt know how much i needed it. it was a gift to me. they are a gift to me. these girls are precious. each and every one. i never ever imagined in a million years what *I* would get out of our trip. they probably never imagined what they would give to me. but they did. they gave and gave and gave and trusted me and were just so OPEN and vulnerable. we were in this amazing little bubble. many of them were incredibly nervous about being focused on. i had talks with several of them about how i wanted them to feel about it, how i wanted them to just let go and really trust me when i said that they were beautiful. who they are is so, so very beautiful. and it doesnt even need to be me in these photos, i feel so free and so amazing from just rubbing up against them.

there is a tiny bit of skin shown below, if that makes you uncomfortable, just letting you know.

















i hope they can see how they shine. how sexy, special, powerful, stunning they are. total girl power.

lastly, id like to share the email i sent them when i showed the photos to our group. take away from it whatever you need today. sometimes, it is just nice to be reminded of the truth.

“be gentle with yourselves. try and see you as i saw you. i know how hard it is to see yourself and all of your imperfections. just remember, everyone that loves you and knows you sees you just as you are every day, and they love you anyway. you need to love yourselves just as much. we are all very different, and your definition of beauty may not include yourself, but i want it to. because my definition of beauty includes you. all i see when i look at each one of you is immense stunning BEAUTY. each and every one of you is so beautiful and special to me. no matter wrinkles, size, break outs, whatever. it is what makes you YOU. full of character. lovely. unique. (tears!)

please, as you look at your photographs, remember these words. feel my love for you. be gentle. and understand most of all that no matter how much you doubt it-YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL just the way you are.